the real April

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That’s the number of cuts on my thighs, hips and forearm at this moment.

I’m such a fuck up but I can’t think of any better feeling then the feel of the cold metal slicing along my skin.

A year and a half of not cutting and all it took was one night for me to fuck up completely and now I’m hooked again. 

god im fucked up.

Still 0 calories for the day and I’m planning on keeping it this way.

I WILLNOT be fat anymore!!

[x] fears of abandonment 

[x] experienced sexual violation

[x] experienced verbal abuse

[x] experienced physical abuse

[x] experienced sexual abuse 

[x] been bullied

[x] self-hate

[x] self-harm: cutting

[x] self- Harm: burning

[x] self-Harm: hitting

[] self-harm: other

[x] Suicidal thoughts

[x] Attempted suicide

[x] One biological parent was absent from the majority of your life

[] You lived in a split household

[] You were adopted

[] You had a serious childhood illness

[x] You have undergone mental trauma

[x] Your family fought 

[ ] Your grew up in an impoverished area

[] Your family was in poverty when you were a child

[x] You have/had an eating disorder or are recovering/recovered

[x] You’ve looked at thinspo in order to motivate you to lose weight

[x] You’ve tried starving yourself

[] You are/were an alcoholic.

[] You have/had a sexual addiction.

[x] You have/had a self-harm addiction.

[] You have/had a different addiction.

[x] You have had no friends at one point in your life.

[x] You’ve been lonely.

[x] You feel alone in the world.

[] You have social anxiety.

[x] You’ve experienced dissociation.

[] You have a diagnosed dissociative disorder.

[] You may have an undiagnosed dissociative disorder.

[x] You’ve tried drugs.

[] You’ve never drank.

[] You’ll never drink.

[x] You drink occasionally.

[x] You drink socially.

[x] You drink seriously.

[x] You smoke.

[] You chew tobacco.

[] You quit smoking tobacco.

[] You have a diagnosed personality disorder.

[] You may have an undiagnosed personality disorder.

[x] You have phobias.

[] You may have undiagnosed phobias.

[x] You have/had depression.

[] You feel you have anger problems.

[x] You have seen a therapist/counselor.

[] You have a hard time trusting others.

[x] You’ve been in a minor car accident.

[ ] You’ve been in a serious car accident.

[] You are Catholic. 

[] You are Muslim.

[] You are Jewish.

[]  You are Wiccan.

[] You are agnostic.

[x] You are atheist

so im not going to hide anymore, my friends have had the chance twice now to put me in hospital ad they didnt so they wonr

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april1ouise:

Please watch this and share it, KONY neeeds to be stopped!!

On the 20th of April at 4:30pm, we are going to meet at Southbank Brisbane Australia, under the feris wheel. Bring flyers and everything and we are going to COVER the city of Brisbane in these flyers. So we need as many as we can get. But don’t worry if you don’t get there at 12pm, just go with friends or whoever any time, within the next 24hours and cover the city! 
we need to make KONY famous, and we need the help of everyone. So share this event and follow the next few steps.    make sure everyone comes. Spread this around so everyone in Queensland knows.

Oh and if you live in another country or state of Australia! Still spread it around and go cover your own city!

LETS MAKE THIS FUCKER JOSEPH KONY FAMOUS!